So...I think it is interesting who continues relationships with people when those people have gone. For instance, there are different people who have kept in contact with me once either they have left or I have left and there are certain people I have purposely kept in contact with once we were in different cities.
I am a person who desires not constant, but definitely still need some contact. Even if it is once a week or once a day...contact is important. I tend to distance myself from a lot of people, but I think that is just a wall or barrier I put up because I decided a long time ago that "love never seen, can't be lost" so in order to accomplish this, I close myself off from people. But it is within my nature to be very vulnerable to people. I fall hard and quick, which is rather ironic...considering.
Anyway - I have a friend that recently moved away for "real life" whatever that means, :) and I've kept up contact with him because he's a good becoming better friend of mine. He's a fantastic person too. Everytime I talk to him he makes me feel like a beautiful princess as well. I mean, I don't think anything will ever happen...for goodness sakes we are in two different states! haha..but he is very sweet and makes me smile when I talk to him...even when he texts or emails me he has a way of making me feel wonderful.
When I finally find that person that can live without me but would rather not..I hope he makes me feel that way every single day. That would be my perfect husband...someone who makes me feel beautiful every time I am with him. It wouldn't matter if he cleaned or cooked, was handy, has a good job or not...if he made me feel like a million bucks and I could do the same for him...we would have it made. My best relationships have been the ones in which I felt wanted and needed...those are the ones that last.
I hope I can have that forever one day...
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