I do not often put myself out there in order that I'm not susceptible to unnecessary pain by being vulnerable. Of course, this most likely impedes on the development of relationships in the first place. But, in my mind, if a guy likes me enough to break down my barriers...then maybe he won't break my heart - that's reasonable, right? After all, why would one work so hard just to disappoint?
This is no good for my solving my loneliness, but I am going home to my loving family and I won't ever be alone! My aunt said the kids are now mine for the summer..hehe. She better leave me car seats then..because I like to go places with the kids...I don't do this, let's just play around the house all summer crap. HAHA.
I can't wait to get home...
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