It's official. I am "in a relationship". Of which, I'm not entirely sure what means. lol. Anyway...all I know is that I love spending time with him and miss him when he's gone. Wow...that was intense, but whatever. I'm not afraid of my feelings! =) I've been so mushy gooshy lately. lol. A friend of mine commented on how happy, energetic, and positive I've been this year. I was extremely happy to hear that because it is something I have really been paying attention to and making an honest effort to acheive. It is nice to hear my hard work is paying off! Of course, it is not solely the work of myself that has caused this shift in attitude.
Frankly, if I were doing it alone..I probably would have given in to not being so energetic and what not..it's kinda of tough sometimes, so I am almost sure that I would have given up by now. BUT, thankfully, I'm not in this alone. Even from day one, when I met Bobby, I've been in a good mood without trying. He is so kind and thoughtful of other people that it makes me want to have the same kind and uplifting attitude. This is very cliche, but he truly does make me want to be a better person. A more kind, thoughtful, and considerate person...along with other things that make me a better person and closer to God (I don't think he realizes that one, though). I'm extremely thankful for him.
It is so crazy too. Because, honestly if I was at any other point in my life before now, we would not have meshed like we do. It's difficult to explain, but oh so true. I needed to go through my trials and tribulations and find myself and begin my transformation of becoming the woman I want to be in order for us to work. And we just started dating, but we work...we work. I know that 99% of the time it is "all in the timing" and...I'm soooo happy the timing was right.
Okay, enough gush.
Peace, Love, and Patience
1 comment:
I love your honesty and happiness!! Bobby sounds like the oh so right guy for you!! I wish you both the best! Seriously, I smile when I read your posts :D!
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